2 years ago, I wrote this entry in my journal. Today, I looked at it again and am amazed that I have forgotten it and as well, have forgotten the grace that God has given me. Please, Lord, forgive a selfish man and renew a steadfast spirit in me.
The entry goes:
"O what grace it is to be loved by One so amazing. To be constantly pursued by a love so strong that i breaks through the toughest walls. What am I? Who am I that I should deserve such grace, such mercy? I am only a man, capable only of sin and death. Short-lived and short capacity. Prone to fall away and prone to rebellion. Only hurt will I cause to those who are close to me. What could I offer to One so great? Were the whole realm of nature mine, that were an offering far too small. O how I am so forgetful of the grace poured out on me.
What dreams You have given me. Wonderful dreams. To see the fulfillment of Your promises, O God. To see the faithfulness of God in my life. What a precious thing.
O God, my heart is grateful but I'm not content. I want to know You more. There is nothing here on earth except service to You and the inheritance You've given me. This longing in my heart aches and longs for Your presence. Despite its pride, stubbornness and filth, it longs for the greatness of God. My soul, my heart longs for the Eternal One. I am hopelessly in love with One who can satisfy me.”
- The Nothingness of man cries out to the Everythingness of God-
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